Broken Mirror (ft. Dee) by Fubar

Verse 1:

I’m lost, really I just happen to seem fine
driven, but blind to traffic and street lights
I see what I want, I’m the grab it and leave type
the problem? yet to see a path during these times
invade my own thoughts kind of like a tactical team strikes
anybody trapped in my dream dies
my destiny is: rap ’til I cease life
and navigate a ghost ship armed with a cannon on each side
sanity, everyday it sinks a little bit
amounts of alcohol that I drink’s ridiculous
it’s funny how I think I’m killing it
convinced that I’m fly until I fall like the Wings of Icarus
I’m heated, had a meltdown from the moment I embarked
yet it feels like I’m frozen in the dark
I just focus on the bars
thinking of my dad knowing never again will I hold him in my arms

Chorus (Dee)

if I could spread my wings and fly I would open them
if I knew that my love would die I would’ve spoken then
but you can hear the silence in the dark that we have lost
and we’ll put the pieces back together at any cost

Verse 2:

I’ve embraced I’m the Lord of the Flies
it’s strange every door that I try
leads me to pain like a torture device
I’ve been betrayed, tried to walk away with a sword in my spine
there’s no escape from the storm in my mind
I am consistent at least, dependably heartless
endured some incredible hardships
I’m done with the missions, there is nothing left to embark in
except trying to write this intellectual garbage
sold my soul in exchange for a plentiful harvest
I deemed it an acceptable bargain
I was looking for a vegetable garden or an edible carcass
and instead ended up in perpetual darkness
I am not gonna waste time
still trying to learn how to stop and embrace life
I use my dad’s death a lot when the hate strikes
imagine a farmer growing crops on a grave site

Chorus (Dee)

if I could spread my wings and fly I would open them
if I knew that my love would die I would’ve spoken then
but you can hear the silence in the dark that we have lost
and we’ll put the pieces back together at any cost

Outro (Fubar)

wrote a lot of bars and I spoke of it as art
hatred on a page, I know that I’m bizarre
looking at myself, I was focused from the start
didn’t like my reflection so I broke it into shards
credits
released April 1, 2021
Beat by DJ Rhum’1
Chorus by Dee
Cover by Edd Bundy
Written, Mixed & Arranged by Fubar